Reply to ques:How did I get aware of PAS

I found the term of what my mother was doing to us searching on the internet for term like: mother brainwashing kids, divorce brainwashing kids, mother lying about father. Those are the types of terms I was searching for because I knew that my mother was lying. I think if a child is lied to early on in life there is a big chance that they will not realize that they were lied to & go on believing the lies. I was lucky that I was old enough to know that my mother was lying. But my brother is not so lucky because he is down syndrome & drinks up every thing my mother tells him. Also not sure on my mother mental condition. Weather she knows that what she is saying is lies or if she really believes her own lies. I choose to not have any thing to do with her. I am not going to try to have a relationship with her because it is not good for me. All she brings me is stress & anxiety so it's better to put that part of my life aside & not even acknowledge her as being my mother. I told my father the same about my brother. Sad but I told him to forget about my brother because my mother will never stop lying & trying to make every one miserable. I told dad that he has my kids "his grand kids" who love him & that is something my mother does not have. It is her loss weather she is mentally ill or not. You can not help some one who does not want help. I will not have her infect our lives with her disease any longer.