The Angry Daughter - PAS Parental Alienation Syndrome

This blog is about my childhood dealing with PAS Parental Alienation Syndrome cause by my mother.I am 32 years old now & it still effects my life.To those who say there is no such thing you have no clue what you are talking about or maybe you don't want it to be recognized because you are the one's doing it to your kids.My heart aches for those children that get caught in the middle & are treated like a weapon against their other parent.

I was born & raised in Saint John New Brunswick Canada...I could not have asked for a better dad, I wouldn't want any other dad...When I was little I remember my mom telling me that I would want to play with her ornaments & dad would let me & I guess I use to break them accidentally of course...Mom would always tell me how he let me play with them & that I broke them...Her good expensive ornaments... Well in grade one is when things went bad for mom & dad, so dad moved out & no matter what mom said she couldn't make me turn against my dad so it has been 33 years since I was born so I sagest mom stop trying to turn me against my dad because it isn't going to happen...Don't get me wrong mom wasn't all bad there were some good memories but too few... With dad my brother & I came first & with mom well after dad left she went all wired...Instead of being a good mother & just dealing with the break up, getting over it & moving on she had only one thing one her mind & that was to turn my down syndrome brother & I against my dad...This will never work with me & she hates me for that because I will not believe & go along with her lies...Even though she has kidnapped my brothers mind she can not kid nap his heart... I do wish I could have a relationship with my mom but how can I when she lies not only about my dad but about me...Just because I wouldn't go along with her lies she decided to make up some lies about me...What type of mother does that...For the life of me I can not even begin to understand how a mother or parent can do that to a child... When I was a little girl & still even now all I wanted was for my mother to just be a mother...I am sorry that dad leaving you cause you such mental disorder that you can not seem to grasp or hold on to reality...But every thing that comes out of your mouth is hurtful lies & how could you expect me to just stand there & let you do it...You could of had my help now that you going through another separation but lying & manipulating are more important to you than your own children...I can see that in your youngest son you already are brain washing him...It is not right no matter how things ended...If you ever decide to get real help maybe then I will talk to you again but if not then I guess we had our last words already...

Friday, 26 June 2009

"RIP Michael Jackson" June 25, 2009

Yesterday was just a usual day as I sat on my couch watching a soap opera then turning the channel I spotted Michael Jackson dies on a news site. I thought there must be another Michael Jackson, some one with the same name that died so I rushed to my computer & sure enough it was "The King Of Pop" Michael Jackson. I then logged on to my facebook & posted the link & started searching the groups & such. Michael Jackson's fans & supporters much over weight the nonsense & haters.

As I stated my opinion that: Just for the record...Michael Jackson was strange but not a pedophile. You could not pay a parent any amount of money to keep their mouth shut if it were true. The ones that accused him just wanted money, money, money & this was a easy way to get it.
I sat listening to Sirius Satellite Radio all night still shocked of this news. With everything going on with all the news coverage it felt like I don't even know how to explain it.

Also I just want to say that I hope he is @ peace in heaven now & my thoughts are with his children & family.

Then there are those on the tv making a fuss about Michael Jackson headlines taken away from Farrah Fawcett. We knew it was only a matter of time before she lost her fight, god bless her may she RIP. Michael Jackson was unexpected & a shock to the whole world. It shouldn't be about who had the most news coverage. We knew Farrah had cancer it was expected & not a shocker like with Michael. Just as we know Patrick Swayze is fighting the fight of cancer.

3 children have lost their father, A family has lost their brother & His Parents have lost their son, The world has lost a great entertainer & idol.

1 comment:

amanwhocares said...: You are dong great work. Keep it up!
Robert Gartner; 27 June 2009 at 10:41

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