The Angry Daughter - PAS Parental Alienation Syndrome

This blog is about my childhood dealing with PAS Parental Alienation Syndrome cause by my mother.I am 32 years old now & it still effects my life.To those who say there is no such thing you have no clue what you are talking about or maybe you don't want it to be recognized because you are the one's doing it to your kids.My heart aches for those children that get caught in the middle & are treated like a weapon against their other parent.

I was born & raised in Saint John New Brunswick Canada...I could not have asked for a better dad, I wouldn't want any other dad...When I was little I remember my mom telling me that I would want to play with her ornaments & dad would let me & I guess I use to break them accidentally of course...Mom would always tell me how he let me play with them & that I broke them...Her good expensive ornaments... Well in grade one is when things went bad for mom & dad, so dad moved out & no matter what mom said she couldn't make me turn against my dad so it has been 33 years since I was born so I sagest mom stop trying to turn me against my dad because it isn't going to happen...Don't get me wrong mom wasn't all bad there were some good memories but too few... With dad my brother & I came first & with mom well after dad left she went all wired...Instead of being a good mother & just dealing with the break up, getting over it & moving on she had only one thing one her mind & that was to turn my down syndrome brother & I against my dad...This will never work with me & she hates me for that because I will not believe & go along with her lies...Even though she has kidnapped my brothers mind she can not kid nap his heart... I do wish I could have a relationship with my mom but how can I when she lies not only about my dad but about me...Just because I wouldn't go along with her lies she decided to make up some lies about me...What type of mother does that...For the life of me I can not even begin to understand how a mother or parent can do that to a child... When I was a little girl & still even now all I wanted was for my mother to just be a mother...I am sorry that dad leaving you cause you such mental disorder that you can not seem to grasp or hold on to reality...But every thing that comes out of your mouth is hurtful lies & how could you expect me to just stand there & let you do it...You could of had my help now that you going through another separation but lying & manipulating are more important to you than your own children...I can see that in your youngest son you already are brain washing him...It is not right no matter how things ended...If you ever decide to get real help maybe then I will talk to you again but if not then I guess we had our last words already...

Tuesday 11 November 2008

Posted more comments to my twisted mothers blog.

Of course I am reading your blog. I have to see what garbage lies you are writing. Not once have you said you were sorry for allowing that Bastard Terry for abusing us. You try to put off what Terry did to us off on to dad. Dad never did any thing but be a good loving father to us. If I had of realized when I was a kid I should of went to the police back then & reported Terry for abusing me. I should of sued Terry for abusing me. You can take your birthday wishes & give them to some one else. Yes & that bathing suit did look good on me.Their sister is the one who taught me how to strut my stuff & I did it well...

Funny I thought it was my home but that's just goes to show that you priorities were not your kids.
That any Tom Dick or Harry can move into the house & it would of been more their house that your kids.
You ask how many men would want this? Once again shows that you having men was more important than you kids.
Did you ask me if I wanted a border that would be sleeping in your bed with you & abusing me & Troy?
If that abusive Bastard didn't live in what I thought was my home than I wouldn't have moved out.
I never did & never will have any respect for him because of what he did to me.
But you blame dad for me moving with him but it was your fault for letting a abusive Bastard into our lives!

My house is my kids house & that is the way it should be for any parent. The kids come first.
Just goes to show that you haven't got a clue what being a parent means.

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