I was born & raised in Saint John New Brunswick Canada...I could not have asked for a better dad, I wouldn't want any other dad...When I was little I remember my mom telling me that I would want to play with her ornaments & dad would let me & I guess I use to break them accidentally of course...Mom would always tell me how he let me play with them & that I broke them...Her good expensive ornaments... Well in grade one is when things went bad for mom & dad, so dad moved out & no matter what mom said she couldn't make me turn against my dad so it has been 33 years since I was born so I sagest mom stop trying to turn me against my dad because it isn't going to happen...Don't get me wrong mom wasn't all bad there were some good memories but too few... With dad my brother & I came first & with mom well after dad left she went all wired...Instead of being a good mother & just dealing with the break up, getting over it & moving on she had only one thing one her mind & that was to turn my down syndrome brother & I against my dad...This will never work with me & she hates me for that because I will not believe & go along with her lies...Even though she has kidnapped my brothers mind she can not kid nap his heart... I do wish I could have a relationship with my mom but how can I when she lies not only about my dad but about me...Just because I wouldn't go along with her lies she decided to make up some lies about me...What type of mother does that...For the life of me I can not even begin to understand how a mother or parent can do that to a child... When I was a little girl & still even now all I wanted was for my mother to just be a mother...I am sorry that dad leaving you cause you such mental disorder that you can not seem to grasp or hold on to reality...But every thing that comes out of your mouth is hurtful lies & how could you expect me to just stand there & let you do it...You could of had my help now that you going through another separation but lying & manipulating are more important to you than your own children...I can see that in your youngest son you already are brain washing him...It is not right no matter how things ended...If you ever decide to get real help maybe then I will talk to you again but if not then I guess we had our last words already...

Sunday, 19 April 2009

Sorry for not posting lately...

Been dealing with other issues...Like having a dog bit my 11 year old son & the owners not taking responsibility & keeping there dogs tied so i will be going to court about that thanks to our Forest rangers for helping out here in N.B. I also have videos of the dogs on the roads & in my yard...I am so sick of people that just are disrespectful, lie & do not give a shit about others... What is wrong with people where is the human nature & kindness gone??

This is partly reply to a comment I had posted to a video on youtube Breaking the Silence: Children's Stories that I think is disrespecting to all men...To let a man hit you you have to have real low self esteem...I do not feel sorry for some one that stays in a relationship that a man an would hit them...No man would hit me for the simple fact that I would not stand for it & I would hit back & he would be seeing stars...What is wrong with you women?? Do not be week & do not result to lies for payback...Some do not like my way of thinking but at least I think for my self & I do not lie & I think that any one that does result in using lies to get even are week self loathing individuals...Grow some balls & take responsibilities for your own mistakes...Do not let a man push you around but then just the same do not make up lies to even the score...Have a little respect for yourself & be the stronger person...You are the one that put your self in the situation that you are in so go about it the right way...Just because you & your significant other might not be working out does that mean that he or she isn't a good father or mother?? Does that mean that there isn't some one else out there that is right for you that can make you happy & be respectful to the situation...The best thing any one can do for there child even if it doesn't work out for the parents is be respectful to the other parent & just get along for your child's sake...Stop blaming he or she for every thing & start taking half the blame for your self because like I said it takes 2 to make it & 2 to break it.Do not tell your child that the father or mother is this or that or no good...just keep those feelings to your self...You are the one that made the mistake in choosing the wrong sole mate so why is the child the one you want to make suffer?? If you are truly abused by your other then you need to learn to be strong & over power the situation & take control...Do what is best for you children not what is best for you!!Marriage is suppose to be for better or worse...You should try to work out your problems not run away from them...Unfortunately not everyone is perfect & people do make mistakes...If you can learn to forgive that you can be happy...Even all the lies that my mother has told I would for give her again if she would just get the proper help...Even though I hate my mother for all the lies that she has told weather they are because of her being vindictive or what I truly believe that she is mentally ill...Maybe bipolar disease....If she were to ask for my help I would help her...She is my mother even when she pisses me off with things that are not true...I do know I never want to be like her...Miserable, lonely & only thing on her mind is revenge against the one who betrayed her...No one is perfect & every one makes mistakes & if you realize this & learn forgiveness then you will be allot better off!!

2 comments:

Gretel Ella said...

I have been reading your posts and I commend you for your perseverance and soul searching. Keep up the good fight! Happiness to you :)

BTW, your mother sounds A LOT like my mother who has Borderline Personality Disorder. You can check out my blog at http://thequeenandking.blogspot.com/

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The Angry Daughter - PAS Parental Alienation Syndrome

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