The Angry Daughter - PAS Parental Alienation Syndrome

This blog is about my childhood dealing with PAS Parental Alienation Syndrome cause by my mother.I am 32 years old now & it still effects my life.To those who say there is no such thing you have no clue what you are talking about or maybe you don't want it to be recognized because you are the one's doing it to your kids.My heart aches for those children that get caught in the middle & are treated like a weapon against their other parent.

I was born & raised in Saint John New Brunswick Canada...I could not have asked for a better dad, I wouldn't want any other dad...When I was little I remember my mom telling me that I would want to play with her ornaments & dad would let me & I guess I use to break them accidentally of course...Mom would always tell me how he let me play with them & that I broke them...Her good expensive ornaments... Well in grade one is when things went bad for mom & dad, so dad moved out & no matter what mom said she couldn't make me turn against my dad so it has been 33 years since I was born so I sagest mom stop trying to turn me against my dad because it isn't going to happen...Don't get me wrong mom wasn't all bad there were some good memories but too few... With dad my brother & I came first & with mom well after dad left she went all wired...Instead of being a good mother & just dealing with the break up, getting over it & moving on she had only one thing one her mind & that was to turn my down syndrome brother & I against my dad...This will never work with me & she hates me for that because I will not believe & go along with her lies...Even though she has kidnapped my brothers mind she can not kid nap his heart... I do wish I could have a relationship with my mom but how can I when she lies not only about my dad but about me...Just because I wouldn't go along with her lies she decided to make up some lies about me...What type of mother does that...For the life of me I can not even begin to understand how a mother or parent can do that to a child... When I was a little girl & still even now all I wanted was for my mother to just be a mother...I am sorry that dad leaving you cause you such mental disorder that you can not seem to grasp or hold on to reality...But every thing that comes out of your mouth is hurtful lies & how could you expect me to just stand there & let you do it...You could of had my help now that you going through another separation but lying & manipulating are more important to you than your own children...I can see that in your youngest son you already are brain washing him...It is not right no matter how things ended...If you ever decide to get real help maybe then I will talk to you again but if not then I guess we had our last words already...

Tuesday 21 October 2008

The Choices You Make In Life Are Yours & Your Alone...

Ah are you jealous that I have a education? Yes I am proud of myself. For what I had to put up with from you & your border boyfriend/husband I think I did pretty dam good for myself. My aim is to be nothing like you. You are a weak self loathing poor excuse for a mother & a person who blames every one else for her problems instead of taking responsibility for her own actions. You say dad is to blame for all your problems. I lost my virginity at age 13 & you do not see me crying rape or molestation. I didn't lie to him about my age like you did. It was my choice. I bet you that person is thanking god I am nothing like you. I have had sex when I was drunk before. Once again It was my choice. I chose to drink & I chose to have sex. I chose to stay in school. I chose to take a course. Are you seeing the bigger picture here. Take a dam hard look at you life & tell me how you making a choice is any ones fault but your own? It isn't!

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"Your life is the sum result of all the choices you make, both consciously and unconsciously."

"It's Essential to take Responsibility for Your Actions and Your Choices or You'll Never Be Able to move Forward in Life. Keep Blaming Other People for Things, Feeling as If You're a Constant Victim and You'll Just Dig Yourself into a Hole."

"In the long run, we shape our lives, and we shape ourselves. The process never ends until we die. And the choices we make are ultimately our own responsibility."--Eleanor Roosevelt

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