The Angry Daughter - PAS Parental Alienation Syndrome

This blog is about my childhood dealing with PAS Parental Alienation Syndrome cause by my mother.I am 32 years old now & it still effects my life.To those who say there is no such thing you have no clue what you are talking about or maybe you don't want it to be recognized because you are the one's doing it to your kids.My heart aches for those children that get caught in the middle & are treated like a weapon against their other parent.

I was born & raised in Saint John New Brunswick Canada...I could not have asked for a better dad, I wouldn't want any other dad...When I was little I remember my mom telling me that I would want to play with her ornaments & dad would let me & I guess I use to break them accidentally of course...Mom would always tell me how he let me play with them & that I broke them...Her good expensive ornaments... Well in grade one is when things went bad for mom & dad, so dad moved out & no matter what mom said she couldn't make me turn against my dad so it has been 33 years since I was born so I sagest mom stop trying to turn me against my dad because it isn't going to happen...Don't get me wrong mom wasn't all bad there were some good memories but too few... With dad my brother & I came first & with mom well after dad left she went all wired...Instead of being a good mother & just dealing with the break up, getting over it & moving on she had only one thing one her mind & that was to turn my down syndrome brother & I against my dad...This will never work with me & she hates me for that because I will not believe & go along with her lies...Even though she has kidnapped my brothers mind she can not kid nap his heart... I do wish I could have a relationship with my mom but how can I when she lies not only about my dad but about me...Just because I wouldn't go along with her lies she decided to make up some lies about me...What type of mother does that...For the life of me I can not even begin to understand how a mother or parent can do that to a child... When I was a little girl & still even now all I wanted was for my mother to just be a mother...I am sorry that dad leaving you cause you such mental disorder that you can not seem to grasp or hold on to reality...But every thing that comes out of your mouth is hurtful lies & how could you expect me to just stand there & let you do it...You could of had my help now that you going through another separation but lying & manipulating are more important to you than your own children...I can see that in your youngest son you already are brain washing him...It is not right no matter how things ended...If you ever decide to get real help maybe then I will talk to you again but if not then I guess we had our last words already...

Friday, 27 April 2007

Easter Day

Well I got a phone call easter day from my down syndrome brother...He said he was in the closet & he was crying...He told me that he was breaking things & I told him not to do that...I told him that that wasn't good to do...I asked him if mommy knew he was talking to me & he said yes but I don't think she did...I asked him why he was crying & I asked him if mom was mad at him & he was still crying...He said he was scared of her hitting him...I asked him if he did any thing to get her mad at him...He said that he peed on the floor... I am not sure if he was talking about he did that that day or if he was talking about another time... He was also talking about breaking a mirror witch I know he did that a long time ago to a dresser...God only knows what is going on in that house & my mothers other son god knows what he's been doing to my down syndrome brother...I am so lucky that I was able to get out of that hell hole at a young age but my brother will be stuck there for life just because he is down syndrome & not allowed to make his own decisions...

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